Decisions are sacred

Decisions, decisions.

What to decide

What to change

What to do to gain that desire I want?

How to look

How to seek

How to fallow my own steps to the other side of myself.

To think I have the answer

To think I know what I want

To think that I am sacred but being owned by passion and love

I seek far beyond

I feel this ungrateful taste on the lower tip of my lip

I hear you speak but how to listen when you’re so far away

Who am I really

Who do I really want to be

Who to turn to when I feel I have no control

Can I really find what lies within

Can I hope to get what I’ve always wished for

Can I really find that special place

Should I release all this rage

Should I keep it inside or 

Should I seal it away

to never be heard from again

Who can decide? Just only me.