What to decide
What to change
What to do to gain that desire I want?
How to look
How to seek
How to fallow my own steps to the other side of myself.
To think I have the answer
To think I know what I want
To think that I am sacred but being owned by passion and love
I seek far beyond
I feel this ungrateful taste on the lower tip of my lip
I hear you speak but how to listen when you’re so far away
Who am I really
Who do I really want to be
Who to turn to when I feel I have no control
Can I really find what lies within
Can I hope to get what I’ve always wished for
Can I really find that special place
Should I release all this rage
Should I keep it inside or
Should I seal it away
to never be heard from again
Who can decide? Just only me.